all i want is for him to just come back. we don't have to do anything. i miss talking to him. i miss the way he'd talk to me. i wish that i never fucked it all up. i wish that he stopped picking at my brain. i wish that he'd just leave me alone. every day is a goddamn struggle.
i'm sorry i was too fast. i was afraid you'd die. i was afraid you'd die before you knew how much i appreciated you. i'm sorry i said i loved you. i was scared. i'm sorry.