i remember it all. every detail. the sterilized hallways. the beds. the nurses. the blood being drawn. like mosquitoes, they took my blood while the friend i made in the ward tried to comfort me. they dragged me out almost by my hair. they yelled at me. they showed no sympathy. they faked it all. they treated me like a felon because i didn't want to exist anymore.
this is what i get. this is the lesson that my mother wanted to teach me. she was so helpless. so helpless that she let her own daughter go away for three days and take all her digestion away. you bitch. you filthy fucking bitch. i hate you forever and ever.